same ol' shit

it's like i'm taking my being in this City for granted and that's not good
not if I want to stay
and i do
so why can't i sort out what's important and what is not? step one is: define priorities
and priority is to stay here
but in the meantime i have to eat and pay the rent and that means making money which implies some kind of work which implies a loss of the time that could have been dedicated to the visa issue
fuck it
fuck me
fuck